It raind last night......but this morning the heart breaking silenc woke me up...
...it was almost half n hour past noon...how stange.. that i felt the day was still asleep...
...actually sad...she looked so sad in that cloud colourd garment that she wore the whole day...no doubt the day was a beauty...but wonder y did she look so sad?!?
and felt an urge to shout n break it ...the silence so heart breaking..
but she lookd so pretty wearing the fragnance of the silence...
i felt a drop of tear that wishd to flood out of my heart...
but it had already meandered within the cracks of the heart...the heart so broken...
...the tears...they never listened...
as a lil girl...wen the dear lil glass dolphin broke...tears poured down the eyes...untamable..
wiped...n swallowed...gulp gulp...but it just wnt stop ...
time n again..wud say to myself..."come on act like a grown up...stop cryng for a silly glass dolphin...stop embarassng urself in front of others..."...(you r 10...stop being a kiddo)....yet it just wnt listn..
tears...they never listen...
"dont you c...ur heart...the damn heart is broken...cry damn it...get some of those pains out..."
but it wont listen...
"dnt u feel...its not a silly lifeless glass dolphin that has broken ths time...its heart damn it...dnt u feel it...bleeding.."
but it wont listen...
"okkk...cry...for once...just think u r 10...just feel ur dear thng broke again...cry...puke out some of those nasty tears...for God's sake..for heart's sake..."
Ofcourse it wnt listn...
i wish 10 could return...i wish the day lookd not so sad...i wish...
the "heart" could be as prescious as the "silly glass dolphin" that broke long ago....
