the broken....

It raind last night......but this morning the heart breaking silenc woke me up...

...it was almost half n hour past noon...how stange.. that i felt the day was still asleep...

...actually sad...she looked so sad in that cloud colourd garment that she wore the whole day...no doubt the day was a beauty...but wonder y did she look so sad?!?

and felt an urge to shout n break it ...the silence so heart breaking..

but she lookd so pretty wearing the fragnance of the silence...

i felt a drop of tear that wishd to flood out of my heart...

but it had already meandered within the cracks of the heart...the heart so broken...

...the tears...they never listened...

           as a lil girl...wen the dear lil glass dolphin broke...tears poured down the eyes...untamable..

 wiped...n swallowed...gulp gulp...but it just wnt stop ...

time n again..wud say to myself..."come on act like a grown up...stop cryng for a silly glass dolphin...stop embarassng urself in front of others..."...(you r 10...stop being a kiddo)....yet it just wnt listn..

tears...they never listen...

          "dont you c...ur heart...the damn heart is broken...cry damn it...get some of those pains out..."

but it wont listen...

            "dnt u feel...its not a silly lifeless glass dolphin that has broken ths time...its heart damn it...dnt u feel it...bleeding.."

but it wont listen...

     "okkk...cry...for once...just think u r 10...just feel ur dear thng broke again...cry...puke out some of those nasty tears...for God's sake..for heart's sake..."

   Ofcourse it wnt listn...

i wish 10 could return...i wish the day lookd not so sad...i wish...

 the "heart" could be as prescious as the "silly glass dolphin" that broke long ago....